{"id":480583,"date":"2022-04-10T20:50:27","date_gmt":"2022-04-10T22:50:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/?p=480583"},"modified":"2022-04-10T20:50:27","modified_gmt":"2022-04-10T22:50:27","slug":"my-email-to-heaven","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/2022\/04\/10\/my-email-to-heaven\/","title":{"rendered":"My Email to heaven"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-994\" src=\"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889-768x1028.jpg 768w, https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889-765x1024.jpg 765w, https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889-1147x1536.jpg 1147w, https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889-1530x2048.jpg 1530w, https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/IMG_0296-e1649630923889.jpg 1936w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0My &#8220;Email to Heaven\u201d<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>I write this after 5 months of missing you, crying daily from not being able to see, hear, want you!\u00a0 I know that you loved me as much as I loved you and still do. Today I read a book you wrote to yourself many many years ago. (25 years). I&#8217;ve read it many times since I found it in your drawer, and cry every time. It is Beautiful. I will keep this as a Draft so I can continue to tell you my feelings. Yes, I talk to you daily many times, but this is just for me and you. an email to heaven. WHAT HAPPENS MOST IS HOW AT THE SPUR OF THE MOMENT AM LOOKING AT &#8220;32&#8221;! IN CAN BE IN ANY FORM, Our alarm clock on our dresser, looking at the back of a car and on the license plate is &#8220;32&#8221;! &#8220;32&#8242;, &#8221;32 &#8220;,&#8221;32 &#8220;! And each and every time I stop and see you in my mind and say in my mind how I love you and miss you! No, not sad but it&#8217;s like telling you in person as I know you&#8217;re there besides me telling me &#8220;look it&#8217;s&#8221;32 &#8220;!!!<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>The song we sang together\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once in my I have someone to dream of,<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once in my life, I have someone who needs me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Someone I&#8217;ve needed so long<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Somehow I know I&#8217;ll be strong<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Long before I knew<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Ooh, someone warm like you<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Would make my dreams come true<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Yeah, yeah, yeah (For once in my life)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once in my life, I won&#8217;t let sorrow hurt me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Not like it&#8217;s hurt me before (Not like it&#8217;s hurt me before)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once, I have something I know won&#8217;t desert me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>I&#8217;m not alone anymore (I&#8217;m not alone anymore)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once I can say, &#8220;This is mine, you can&#8217;t take it&#8221;<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>As long as I know I have love, I can make it<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once in my life, I have someone who needs me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>(Someone who needs me)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Hey, hey, hey, hey, yeah<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>(Someone who needs me)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Oh, I&#8217;m in love, baby<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once in my life (For once in my life)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>I won&#8217;t let sorrow hurt me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Not like it&#8217;s hurt me before (Not like it&#8217;s hurt me before)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once, I have something I know won&#8217;t desert me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>I&#8217;m not alone anymore (I&#8217;m not alone anymore)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once I can say, &#8220;This is mine, you can&#8217;t take it&#8221;<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>As long as I know I have love, I can make it<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>For once in my life, I have someone who needs me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>(Someone who needs me)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Oh, for once in my life<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>(Someone who needs me)<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>Yeah, somebody that needs me<\/b><\/p>\n<p><b>(Someone who needs me)<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0My &#8220;Email to Heaven\u201d I write this after 5 months of missing you, crying daily from not being able to see, hear, want you!\u00a0 I know that you loved me as much as I loved you and still do. Today I read a book you wrote to yourself many many &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/2022\/04\/10\/my-email-to-heaven\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">My Email to heaven<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-480583","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480583","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=480583"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480583\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":480587,"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/480583\/revisions\/480587"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=480583"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=480583"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thewhiteknight.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=480583"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}