My “Email to Heaven”
I write this after 5 months of missing you, crying daily from not being able to see, hear, want you! I know that you loved me as much as I loved you and still do. Today I read a book you wrote to yourself many many years ago. (25 years). I’ve read it many times since I found it in your drawer, and cry every time. It is Beautiful. I will keep this as a Draft so I can continue to tell you my feelings. Yes, I talk to you daily many times, but this is just for me and you. an email to heaven. WHAT HAPPENS MOST IS HOW AT THE SPUR OF THE MOMENT AM LOOKING AT “32”! IN CAN BE IN ANY FORM, Our alarm clock on our dresser, looking at the back of a car and on the license plate is “32”! “32′, ”32 “,”32 “! And each and every time I stop and see you in my mind and say in my mind how I love you and miss you! No, not sad but it’s like telling you in person as I know you’re there besides me telling me “look it’s”32 “!!!
The song we sang together
For once in my I have someone to dream of,
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
Someone I’ve needed so long
For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me
Somehow I know I’ll be strong
For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Ooh, someone warm like you
Would make my dreams come true
Yeah, yeah, yeah (For once in my life)
For once in my life, I won’t let sorrow hurt me
Not like it’s hurt me before (Not like it’s hurt me before)
For once, I have something I know won’t desert me
I’m not alone anymore (I’m not alone anymore)
For once I can say, “This is mine, you can’t take it”
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
(Someone who needs me)
Hey, hey, hey, hey, yeah
(Someone who needs me)
Oh, I’m in love, baby
For once in my life (For once in my life)
I won’t let sorrow hurt me
Not like it’s hurt me before (Not like it’s hurt me before)
For once, I have something I know won’t desert me
I’m not alone anymore (I’m not alone anymore)
For once I can say, “This is mine, you can’t take it”
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
(Someone who needs me)
Oh, for once in my life
(Someone who needs me)
Yeah, somebody that needs me
(Someone who needs me)